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When I realized I was gay

When I realized I was gay, I was about 17, I did not ask who knew from childhood that I like, I was the first company at the age of 16 and we lay and quite enjoyed, but something was missing there, do not know what to say and did not really understand so what. Only a year later, I knew the oak which is one of the best-looking guys I've ever seen, I realized I was completely drawn to it and I guess I'm gay. The truth I accepted it pretty fast, although not immediately decided to go and spread the subject. My parents discovered this thing only 3 years later, I was already the most gay soldier in the country - what to do, it was a time I have celebrated.
But even before I started I found that I only celebrations gay, I took my time to realize my tendencies and this oak crush, I was not at all sure that he also did not want to make myself some embarrassment or something like that. So I kept it to myself, and in the meantime I would see secretly gay porn, I would achieve video cassettes in ways that I really not sure there were legal at the time. Lucky I had a video room.
Today I was 40 and I tell you a story that is far from me for over twenty years. I have a partner for nearly five years. If I want to watch gay porn, I do not have to hide or be ashamed of, I have a computer and I my spouse very open when it comes to porn, we see together or alone and do matter. My parents have long since accepted their son's not like women, it was not easy for them at first, but now they have been regularly invited me and my partner Shay dinner of Friday morning.All in all not bad for me, we live in Tel Aviv, the city that it accepts most gay, we've not into pride parades, believe in it and think it's important, but it's lazy.Let's say I have really not bad and I am glad that things are like that, although sometimes I have some fantasies about other men, but on this issue I feel open enough to share with my partner....

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